In need of an opportunity.

I find myself feeling as if I screwed myself over, but then I realize to do so I would need the opportunity in the first place. I never had that hot guy chooses slightly too pretty to be a loser but still is a loser girl out of all the perfectly bitchy popular girls he could ever want fairy tale. I never really got the regular high school relationship one either. I kind of missed out on that picnic basket, but hey, it could be worse. I just lacked the opportunity. Who says I couldn't have flourished given the chance? Right.....?